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Hi diarry for a Wednesday

Again I do not know how I really feel as I wood say scared and frightened on this Wednesday for 2 main reasons which I will try to tell you about here at my respite centre we have a thing called personalcare where they take our close off and on and what ever else we might need or want help with I was doing really well at letting new members of care team work with me but all visits I get really frustrated and quite upset when I need to ask them to take my close off or on or to get me showered as you can hopefully understand if I was non disabled I wood not need to do this at all and yes it can be very agitateing and very scary as well as very upsetting for me and I am even scared of them all doing this for me even my best friends who I have a trusting relationship with who work there and to add to my upset feelings trisha who allways makes sure I do get help has been put night shift allways so I will not get that support now as well so I have highlighted this to some one who works there who mum and dad knows well as well as me and i am not sure at this time how we will get round this when it comes to personal care each day or if I need anything else I have also highlighted to this person how I feel about my named person currently yes she knows her history towards me and its not good but I am not sure how they will do care with me the only people who I wood go with are her old friends friends who have been with the service for years but even them make me scared what ever has happened to cause me this feeling its mager and not having trisha around has me worried as I will not get any extra support so nearer the visit I have to email her back and she will look at rotas to see how we will get around this it might mean lets say janice was on and she said to the team I will take jamie in to his room janice will have to take me in her self no one else even that wood be scarry I only hope that tracey is there as I need her advice as you can see it’s a very tricky one the 2 issues and that is how I do not want to go in I hope you understand now I really want to change my named person to some one who can watch for this scared feeling to un fold

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  1. MelinaApril 24, 2019 at 8:22 AM

    Hi Jamie, I am so sorry you're feeling upset today. I think it might be time to talk to Drina or Tracey or Nicola about how you feel as it not good to be feeling upset and agitated over getting care. They need to make sure you're feeling safe and secure and at ease with the care they are giving you. Do you think you could send an email to Drina to explain how you feel? They should do their best to make you feel comfortable. I know it's upetting to you my friend, but try not to focus too much on that right now as it will ruin your day and you wouldn't want that to happen. Please consider talking to Drina dear friend. Sending hugs and prayers, your friend, always, melina

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